I believe that I have been given a second chance at life. These are my writings from my heart.
Monday, September 19, 2011
50 things
When I was at Center for change this was an assignment I had to do in order to phase. I found it tonight and thought I would post it as I have accomplished some of those things and plan on accomplishing more! Full recovery is very likely and worth it.
50 things I want in life
1. Positive body image
2. Be healthy
3. Grad school completion
4. Good relationships with family
5. Be able to be at home not in and out of treatment
6. Love
7. Travel the U.S. and Europe
8. Freedom from Ed-it's better at least! SOOOO much more freedom!!
9. Healing from trauma
10. A family of my own
11. Laughter
12. Run a marathon
13. Graduate from Westminster
14. Free from negative behaviors
15. Do research in psych
16. Write a book
17. Work with other victims someday
18. Be a good and outgoing friend
19. No façade or mask
20. Read 3,000 books in my lifetime
21. Continuous learning
22. Have pets and my kitty Tibra
23. A house of my own
24. Financial independence
25. Self-esteem
26. Self-worth
27. Positive coping skills
28. Consistency with behaviors
29. Great at guitar
30. More hope for myself
31. Take my own advice
32. Not isolate as much
33. Complete a Deso trip on my own
34. Rock climb
35. Ski anything including ♦♦
36. Do art with out fear or judgment
37. Work as a crisis worker at Rape Recovery Center
38. Have children of my own, adopt and foster them too
39. Become more in tune spiritually
40. Skydive
41. Be less dependent on others and Kelsey
42. Complete puzzles without giving up
43. Be less stubborn
44. Accept my genes and my past
45. Go back and ice skate again
46. Be able to be comfortable when less busy
47. Smile more of and not fake them either
48. Swim with dolphins again
49. Climb Mt. Everest
50. Go to Africa
51. Work with refugees
52. Reach out for support
Many of these I have done and are still doing. Some days I can do things and others I can't but I have at least done it once or it has improved. That's huge. It's a work in progress.
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Hi Devyn,
This is a wonderful blog post. Letters or lists like this help us put everything in perspective.
I am so happy for you and your new-found strength.
I have been struggling with anorexia for 14 years and have finally been able to recover from it.
Now I am podcasting about this issue and my story to raise awareness and to educate.
If you want to check out my podcast and website, you can do it here: fightinganorexia.com
I would love to hear from you.
Love,
Anne - Sophie
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