This is how I am....

This is just something that I needed to write. Maybe it is good or bad. It is what it is. Maybe you will enjoy it or not or maybe it it won't even get read by anyone but I write. It is what I like to do. So here it is. <3 Dev

Winter, Spring, Summer, Fall

Winter and Summer

That's all I need

The two extremes I know

I know it is black and white

But it is the colors that fit just right

Not in the gray as it seems so blury

How can it be bad

The gray is not bad nor good

It is just there and understood

I feel confused but focused

There is hope in the distance

I have come far 

But there is still a ways to go

But somehow today 

I don't feel hope in my heart

I feel okay not bad nor good

Maybe more blah, just not numb

I don't feel like I'm falling 

Just maybe here and now

This is how I am

This is how I feel

I shouldn't fight or judge it

Just let it be, just here and now

It isn't as easy said as done

But possible and possible

I should, I could

I will just do my best, I guess