Getting back to school hasn't been nearly as hard has I anticipated. It has been pretty amazing actually. I have learned a lot in my classes already. I also made some potential good friends...one for sure. She has gone through a lot too, I didn't say much but she did. I also saw a few guys I already knew and hung out with them at lunch too. It was pretty awesome this week. I'll admit I have been overly depressed even when I'm at school.
I don't really know why either. I think i just get happens, I don't do anything to be depressed really else i would try to figure it out. I have been doing a little better, I guess. I think it is I am a little too hard on myself still. Not nearly as hard as I used to be. i know I don't have to be perfect but I want to be really close still. I am who I am and I'll just do my best. I don't regret anything in my life.
I will admit it has been easier ever since someone told me to focus on one day at a time. I was optimistic and denied it at first and didn't even want to try it. But then it got worse so I did. And you know she was right, it worked actually. It's hard I will say that but it isn't too hard that it makes it impossible. So with that said I will be doing my best to take one day at a time, eat and stay healthy.
Love ya
Dev
